Tonight I need you around me.
Lend me a pinch of your insensitivity.
You see, with you gone, I am wary of this new found
lingering balance.
I insist you tip it over. Push it down with your
nonchalance.
This happiness. is SO unsettling, So is everyone's
loving embrace
I need you to disregard my feelings right about NOW.
Come. Put me
in my place.
I need a reality check, For I am hanging by the
thread
Of passionately believing again like every time
you said
"When you are into something, you don't walk, you
dive"
I am asking you to go ahead, Tell me I am being
naive.
Yes You, I am calling YOU back.
I need you to stop my stride as I swim another mile.
This life is getting too good to be true. I'm
considering living in denial.
My days - Increasingly getting the better of being
jaded. Familiar.
Until I find myself being overtly serenaded. Peculiar.
Return to remind me how people get stressful.
Top it off with a dose of cynicism- Your instrument
of the "successful"
Surely this positivity around me has gotta be a
ruse
This increasingly seems like a dream, for I am
nobody's muse
Tonight I need you to reinstate the mirage of a "soulmate"
And that when autumn arrives , I will fall - like
an autumn leaf’s fate
So come along again.
Hurry. Break my flight
Its addictive.
Disconcerting.
Such Brightness.
This height.
Frown again.
Bring me down again
My ears are ringing with applause
Swish your sword . Stop this sound again.
Come
Ravage
destruct
Be the Savage
The fall is now my utopia
and will be my once upon a time
the Scars might be the cure
My pulse rises with every crime.
Take away this perfection.
You know you do it the best
You know I know you want to
Come Raise me the Tempest.
Picture Credits : OnceUpon
