RUSH.

Sometimes, when we are not noticing, life tiptoes up from behind us and sweeps us off our feet in the most unexpected way and before we know it, we find ourselves flying. Only to realize that the lead up to our lives upto that moment was with the sole purpose to experience that one moment.

On slowing the fuck down

SO Dere,
Iv finally narrowed down on a particular course I want to do to supplement my Master's degree.I think the Science part of Science and all the experience requirements that admissions to these Govt. funded institutes ask for come with  is driving me plain nuts. Probably broading  my horizons and Getiing a taste of something new while still holding onto my love for science is precisely what i need. Enrolment DONE(which bdw, was one HEEUGE bitch of an application)and i really do really feel lighter. I know this isnt really a life altering turn that i had desired,
but atleast my next 6 months (minimum) wont include fervently scrambling online like a fuckin retard  for  more/other/better options .

Make An EFFIN' PLAN!

Here’s the thing…

Ever since it became clear that I might not really get my "dream" job after my master’s, my life has been in a constant state of upheaval. i am a year away from graduating, yet 

my future job prospects - low 

PhD prospects next year - lower. ( No thanks to the (unsolicited) practical advice of a lecturer AND the GINORMOUS NET syllabi for which, honestly i dont possess the time nor the will (not the guts) to attempt to study for.