Right timing
Wrong timing
Bad Timing
Sad Timing
Is it even for real?
I think its just an excuse for not accepting the way things turned out. and while it does help when trying to motivate ourselves. it mostly has delusional repercussions. Where we stop being objective and seeing things for what they are. Like the time i chose to be all ignorant while going through the lowest points of my relationship and not addressing the absolute lack of anything in it, partly cuz i assumed it to be this shitty phase and partly blamed bad timing for it.
i mean, even when that low phase hit an all time low and streched out my feelings like a rubber band and basically made me question my own worth, all i did was be like,*high pitched stern voice* - " Goodness woman, get over yourself, remember the last time a relationship got messed up because you were trying to be over-protective and cautious.. let it be... let things take its own course..gowith the flow.. let the good times come..let the sun stroll in and shine again.. and it will be all roses all over.. And bubbly And happy...blah blah blah..wala walah walah..."
BULL. CRAP.
Incase you are wondering, The sun did shine. Infact it shone hard and stern and vengeful upon me.
FOR 4 LONG EXCRUCIATING MONTHS.
BURNED.
With gory shades of Black.
And blue.
And sore. In a non-sexual and Creepy way. Where i recieved a blood written threatening letter from the guy and scared the hell out of me.
Just becuz i was looking for the good times to come along and and make our world pretty again. So much for waiting for GOOD Timing.
So there might be a million reasons or there might be just one, behind why my relationships did not see the happy ending they initially swept me away with. But bad timing? can never be one of them.
When you are in love, the basics do not need waiting upon NOR working upon. Its already there, giving us eebie-jeebies every once in while, making their loving presence felt. Making us hold on. Love on.
And, unless that basic feeling is there there ISN'T any point in holding on. there ISN'T a good timing or bad timing to break up. Just do it. And this is me basically talking to myself and getting this through my thick head full of fairytale mumbo-jumbo.
When you really love someone, it is simple.
You deserve something amazing. And so does he. And, it might seem a lil scary right now but i am gonna be there and i will totally impersonate Gandalf's booming voice everytime i say "shut up" to each of your faar-fetched fairytale notions. I promise. Pinky Swear. By the power of sisterhood. Honest.
So fuck timing and just DO it karishma. Do it and the hit the shopping stores already before the sale runs out!
