A Necessary Evil

Masks,  Kunstkamera, St Petersburg, Russia

Sometimes we need our lies.

Even the ones we tell ourselves.

Especially the ones we tell to ourselves.

Sometimes,

those are the ones we need to hold onto most of all

Dancing on My Own.

 

Name : Dancing on my own (Robyn)

Cover By Callum Scott

A Cover Infinitely better than the Original and one I currently cant get enough of.

Somewhere, a Clock is Ticking

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I just wanted you to be proud.

But you always said it was better to be good than proud. To be honest than proud. To be Fair than Proud.

So I kept all my promises and appointments and I told you the truth out loud.

I loved with my heart on my sleeve even when I was crushed like a fallen leaf on the ground.

So I'm good

Please.

Be proud.

Have you been keeping your promises lately?

Remember, not so long ago, 

with passion strung high and pursuit running deep

desirous of an outcome, amidst loosing your sleep

you whispered words of promise, ones you vowed to keep ..

I'll find you.

I went astray today.

I lost my way today. 

In that split second instant when you held out the sun, in the tips of your fingers, and offered it to me. That Light was so blinding I had to blink a few times to clear my eyes. When I could see again, I found that I had strayed a long way from the path we were on, and the sun was back in the sky. 

But you

 were gone

and the Darkness was cold and empty.

I am searching for your light but now only the shadows show me the way

I'm not afraid of the Dark.

I'll go back.

I'll find you.